Lantern

It was the day you remembered
Fragments of my heart has stolen
It was the day you died
in front of me hundreds of times
Lavish man with
a soft beard & lantern
It was the day, but it’s not yet
It’s not the day
To call me
A lover
A sweetheart
Purge myself from the past
Trying the hardest while I can

To a generation of healers

Tormented, anxious
Depression & rispredon
Addiction, grief, misadventure
I’m still on the bright side
Sometimes we face
the call inside of us
Life want us to change
It was August and I was bright
To a generation of healers
Hold on to limits, lilies & the dark

1/8 is the day

I wanted to write about the moment when stopped crying every day, the moment I was free, the moment when the government decided to let us breath a bit, we as women. In 1/8/2019 the government made few adjustments on traveling documents and they state that everyone above 21 can issue a passport without agreement of his/her guardian angel. The day makes a huge impact on Saudi women’s life and many of them will still consider this day as the fall of guardianship law. Now, since I’m legally free I start sleeping better and nothing will stop me from accomplishing my dreams.

Mama, my heart only escaped

Sad to bring this upon you
You, my loved one
You, my sunshine
when I needed the light
You’re the water nature of myself
You’re the earth
when I needed to feel comfort

Mama, Hated the country
But never the home
I wanted freedom but
Never to escape

I’m stayin’ I’m leavin’
I’ll be here until
I found myself that once lost
Mama, my heart only escaped