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First days of July comes softly, summer nights are never over. Jupiter in Aries for a year ahead now and it’s in my second house, it’s all about realizing your self worth and there’s definitely some good karma here coming to help you and shift changing you for better not for worse. And Im ready

Fear

Setting alone here, I can sympathize with my grandmother when she told me to stay with her, beside her because she didn’t want to stay alone. I can hear the voices loud inside my head, I can’t see clearly and I don’t want to talk or say anything, I just want to stay silent.

I feel nostalgic to memories I never left, to memories I live with everyday I don’t want to leave it, don’t want to. Music, coffee, studying for hours & lying almost dead, doing nothing. Waking up on my mother’s voice, knowing always I’ll be back home. Tears never dried. So lie here my darling, lie

Lilies

Spent the night in Paris Where we visit Place de Mahmoud Darwish and Sacré-Cœur I pictured the joy in your heart And save it for eternity in Water lilies & mirror lakes Crab color sky and cherry ice cream with children Reminds you of a stolen time.

Lantern

It was the day you remembered Fragments of my heart has stolen It was the day you died in front of me hundreds of times Lavish man with a soft beard & lantern It was the day, but it’s not yet It’s not the day To call me A lover A sweetheart Purge myself from

To a generation of healers

Tormented, anxious Depression & rispredon Addiction, grief, misadventure I’m still on the bright side Sometimes we face the call inside of us Life want us to change It was August and I was bright To a generation of healers Hold on to limits, lilies & the dark

Mama, my heart only escaped

Sad to bring this upon you You, my loved one You, my sunshine when I needed the light You’re the water nature of myself You’re the earth when I needed to feel comfort Mama, Hated the country But never the home I wanted freedom but Never to escape I’m stayin’ I’m leavin’ I’ll be here